To my little witch and our everythingship
I love you
"And suddenly,
all the love songs
were about you..."
| Song | Artist | Album | |
|---|---|---|---|
| “Accidentally in Love“ | Counting Crows | Films About Ghosts: The Best Of... | |
| “Adore You“ | Miley Cyrus | Bangerz | |
| “All I Want For Christmas Is You” | Mariah Carey | Merry Christmas | |
| “Animal” | Neon Trees | Habits | |
| “Another Nightmare“ | Sleeping With Sirens | How It Feels To Be Lost | |
| “Be Your Everything” | Boys Like Girls | Crazy World | |
| “Beautiful Soul” | Jesse McCartney | Beautiful Soul | |
| “Better Than Drugs” | Skillet | Comatose | |
| “BFF” | Kesha | High Road | |
| “Black” | Dierks Bentley | Black | |
| “Bless the Broken Road“ | Rascal Flatts | Feels Like Today | |
| “Bubbly“ | Colbie Caillat | Coco | |
| "Can't Help Falling in Love" | Haley Reinhart | Can't Help Falling in Love - Single | |
| "Catie Rae" | This Wild Life | Petaluma | |
| "Coffee Talk" | Broadside | Old Bones | |
| "Craving You" | Thomas Rhett | Life Changes | |
| "Crazy For You" | Madonna | Something to Remember | |
| "Easy to Love You" | Theory of a Deadman | The Truth is... | |
| "Fade Into You" | Jazzy Star | So Tonight That I Might See | |
| "Fall to Pieces" | Avril Lavigne | Under My Skin | |
| "Finally // beautiful stranger" | Halsey | Manic | |
| "First Time" | Lifehouse | Who We Are | |
| "Follow You" | Bring Me The Horizon | That's The Spirit | |
| "Getting Better" | Smash Mouth | The Cat In The Hat - Soundtrack | |
| "Goddess" | Avril Lavigne | Head Above Water | |
| "Hanging By a Moment" | Lifehouse | No Name Face | |
| "He Could Be the One" | Hannah Montana | Hannah Montana 3 | |
| "Headspin" | Butcher Babies | Lilith | |
| "Heaven" | Kane Brown | Kane Brown | |
| "Here (In Your Arms)" | Hellogoodbye | Zombies! Aliens! Vampires! Dinosaurs! and More! | |
| "Hero (Unplugged)" | Sterling Knight & Stubby | Starstruck | |
| "Honey Bee" | Blake Shelton | Red River Blue | |
| "Hot" | Avril Lavigne | The Best Damn Thing | |
| "Hunger" | Ross Copperman | Hunger - Single | |
| "I Don't Want to Miss a Thing" | Aerosmith | Armageddon - The Album | |
| "I Like Me Better" | Lauv | I Like Me Better - Single | |
| "I Love You, I Love You. It's Disgusting" | Broadside | Paradise | |
| "I Run to You" | Lady Antebellum | Lady Antebellum | |
| "I Scare Myself" | Beth Crowley | I Scare Myself - Single | |
| "I Want To Spend The End Times With You" | Devereaux | I Want To Spend The End Times With You - Single | |
| "I Was Made for Lovin' You" | Kiss | Dynasty | |
| "I Will Follow You Into the Dark" | Death Cab for Cutie | Plans | |
| "I Wouldn't Mind" | He Is We | Fall Out of Line | |
| "I'm a Believer" | Smash Mouth | All Star Smash Hits | |
| "If We Were a Movie" | Hannah Montana | Hannah Montana | |
| "It Was Always You" | Maroon 5 | V | |
| "Just Friends" | Jonas Brothers | Jonas Brothers | |
| "Kissin U" | Miranda Cosgrove | Kissin U - Single | |
| "The Last Night" | Skillet | Comatose | |
| "Let Me Be" | Escape the Fate | Hate Me | |
| "Like It's Christmas" | Jonas Brothers | Like It's Christmas - Single | |
| "L O V E" | Michael Buble | Call Me Irresponsible | |
| "Love Bites" | Ice Nine Kills | The Silver Scream | |
| "Love Me Anyway" | P!nk | Hard 2B Human | |
| "Love You Like a Love Song" | Selena Gomez & The Scene | When the Sun Goes Down | |
| "Lovebug" | Jonas Brothers | A Little Bit Longer | |
| "Mine" | Taylor Swift | Speak Now | |
| "My Best Friend" | Tim McGraw | A Place in the Sun | |
| "My Heart" | Paramore | All We Know is Falling | |
| "Neutron Star Collision" | Muse | The Twilight Saga: Eclipse | |
| "Never Stop (Wedding Version)" | SafetySuit | Hallelujah | |
| "No Matter What" | Papa Roach | Time For Annihilation: on the Record and on the Road | |
| "Nothing Else Matters" | Metallica | Metallica | |
| "O.G. Loko" | Of Mice & Men | The Flood | |
| "One in a Million" | Hannah Montana | Hannah Montana 2 | |
| "Ours" | Taylor Swift | Speak Now | |
| "Paparazzi" | Lady Gaga | The Fame Monster | |
| "Pieces of Me" | Ashlee Simpson | Autobiography | |
| "Postcards and Polaroids" | Sleeping With Sirens | Let's Cheers to This | |
| "Scene One - James Dean & Audrey Hepburn" | Sleeping With Sirens | If You Were a Movie, This Would Be Your Soundtrack | |
| "See You Again" | Breathe Carolina | Punk Goes Pop, Vol. 2 | |
| "She's a God" | Neck Deep | She's a God - Single | |
| "Skeletons" | New Year's Day | Unbreakable | |
| "Smile" | Uncle Kracker | Happy Hour | |
| "Somewhere in Neverland" | All Time Low | Don't Panic | |
| "Speechless" | Memphis May Fire | Unconditional | |
| "Start of Something New" | Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens | High School Musical | |
| "Stickwitu" | The Pussycat Dolls | PCD | |
| "Take on the World" | You Me At Six | Night People | |
| "Teenage Dream" | Katy Perry | Teenage Dream | |
| "Things I'll Never Say" | Avril Lavigne | Let Go | |
| "A Thousand Years" | Christina Perri | The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn | |
| "Tonight, I Love You" | The Latency | The Latency | |
| "Two is Better Than One" | Boys Like Girls | Love Drunk | |
| "Untouched" | The Veronicas | Hook Me Up | |
| "What I've Been Looking For" | Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens | High School Musical | |
| "When You Know" | Neck Deep | All Distortions Are Intentional | |
| "Who I Am With You" | Chris Young | A.M. | |
| "Why Can't I?" | Liz Phair | Liz Phair | |
| "With Me" | Sum 41 | Underclass Hero | |
| "A Year Without Rain" | Selena Gomez & The Scene | A Year Without Rain | |
| "You and Me" | Lifehouse | Lifehouse | |
| "You Are the Music in Me" | Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens | High School Musical 2 | |
| "You're My Favorite Song" | Joe Jonas & Demi Lovato | Camp Rock 2: The Final Jam | |
| "Your Guardian Angel" | The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus | Don't You Fake It | |
| "Your Way With Words is Through Silence" | A Day To Remember | And Their Name Was Treason | |
| "Yours" | Ella Henderson | Chapter One | |
| "1, 2, 3, 4" | Plain White T's | Big Bad World |
Our Timeline
May 9th, 2019: We spoke for the first time. We spent the rest of the summer getting closer and becoming best friends.
Oct. 27th, 2019: I slowly fell for you more and more each day this month, but this was when I realized how in love with you I was. We had our first everything and you had stolen my heart.
Nov. 5th, 2019: We officially started dating.
Nov. 28th, 2019: Our first Thanksgiving together.
Dec. 25th, 2019: Our first Christmas together; I asked you to move in with me. You clutched the key I gave you so tightly in your hand and then started crying as you hugged and kissed me.
Feb. 13th, 2020: I read you a poem that I wrote for you in our living room and asked you to marry me. There was so much hugging, kissing, and crying. You couldn’t say “yes” enough times.
April 12th, 2020: We were dyeing eggs in our kitchen on Easter and you told me that you were pregnant by writing “the one where you become a dad” on the one you dyed blue. I thought you were joking at first, but once I realized you were serious, I was speechless. All I could do was hug you and cry. We were so fucking happy to find out about baby Charnas.
May 16th, 2020: We decided to get married 2 months early. We got married in our backyard on a gloomy Saturday with only two other people: my guitarist, Ricky, who was there to officiate, and your mom, who was there to give you away to me. You looked so fucking perfect and I have never felt luckier in my entire life. You have my whole heart.
I love you forever, Mrs. Charnas.
Sept. 13th, 2020: Our first kid, Wesley, was born.
Oct. 16th, 2021: Our second kid, Tatum, was born.
Spencer’s Vows
Nadia...I don’t even know where to start. I’m so glad that I met you a year ago, and I’ve never met someone that I clicked so well with so quickly. I always looked forward to talking to you because you always had a way to make me laugh, and you just gave me a feeling that I had never felt before and couldn’t explain. I think I know it now, and that feeling was my soul pleading with me to mesh with yours. I know that might sound cheesy or whatever, but you’re my soulmate and I truly believe that something inside me knew that way before my heart or head ever did. The first time we were together felt so surreal and unlike anything I’ve ever experienced, and the sound of your voice telling me how much you loved me in such an intimate setting was exactly what I needed for it to hit me.
Everything good that I have in my life has been a result of that moment. You’ve made me realize my worth as a human being, and you’ve given me a love that I never even knew could exist. Being loved by you is the most indescribable feeling in the world. You’re so beautiful, loving, caring, compassionate, understanding, and the list goes on for miles. I can’t even begin to tell you everything that you are to me, because you’re everything.
I have never thought that I was worthy of anyone’s love or that anyone would ever be able to put up with me, but you proved me wrong and you continue to do so every day. You took a broken man — one who was at an all time low — and you built him back up higher than ever. You have stood by me at my lowest and helped me to untangle all the chaos in my head without making me feel like less of a human being for having that chaos in the first place. I can finally say that I believe you when you tell me how great I am, how much you love me, and how I deserve everything good in the world. It’s because of you that I’m truly able to go through life feeling like a human being with valid emotions and ambition for the future. You’ve never talked down on me or made me feel like my problems were beneath you, because my problems are your problems and vice versa. I’ve never had someone who insisted we work through our problems together and then actually followed through with it. I’ve never felt alone with you by my side. You do everything so right.
We’re a team — the best team — and I can’t imagine my life without you. I promise you that I’m going to spend every day of my life doing my best to give you the same kind of love that you give me. I’ll always protect you, defend you, and make sure that you know every emotion you have is valid — that you’re allowed to be weak sometimes — and it’s okay. I’ll always be there to hold you up when you feel down, and I will never ever let you think for a second that you’re any less than perfect in my eyes. I love you with every bone in my body, little witch, and I’m going to love you and our little family until I take my last breath, and even after that in death. Thank you so much for choosing me as your husband, I’m so eternally grateful.
Nadia’s Vows
Spencer, when we first met I had no idea you would mean this much to me. We clicked rather quickly and become so close, from strangers to drinking buddies to best friends. We were going through a lot of similar stuff and I knew I could go to you for anything. You made me laugh even on the days when laughing felt nearly impossible. The countless nights I would lose sleep just staying up to talk to you because it made every single day of mine so much better, for once my life seemed better than any dream.
You're my best friend and my soulmate. I promise to give you my all through thick and thin, no matter what obstacles come our way we will face together. I promise you that I will constantly support you in every thing you do, big or small. I promise to always understand and listen to everything you have to tell me. Never have I ever doubted the love you give me or the love I feel with you.
Life is not butterflies and rainbows, life is really hard and you're the person I want to go through all the hard times with. Whether it be raising our future kids or struggling between tours to find the time to see each other. I want to be your wife because I want to face the entire world head on with you no matter what might come our way or happen. I want to hold your hand and love you and be your rock during every bump in the road, even when it feels like the world around us is falling apart. You're my teammate and we will have each other's backs through everything and anything.
You're everything I could've ever hoped for in a person. You're funny and kind and supportive. I love when you tease me and how you think it's cute when I'm grouchy. I love how you support me through everything and always have. Ever since I met you life has been so much better, you make me look forward to getting out of bed in the morning to do whatever crazy thing we might be doing that day or even the days we spend laying in bed all day watching horror movies. My smile is wide and there is more love in my heart. I feel safe with you, a safeness I have never felt before. A love like ours is something I use to dream of when I was a little girl, I wanted to be just like a princess in a disney movie and now thanks to you I feel like one every single day. Being with you is the best feeling I've ever felt, you're my home. I love you more than anything, I'm so excited to start the next chapter of our life. I'm so excited to become your wife, to be Nadia Charnas. From our very first kiss to now, you've had my heart and soul. I love you, my slasher sweetheart, and I absolutely can not wait to spend forever with you.